“So long, honey, babe
Where I’m bound, I can’t tell
Goodbye’s too good a word, babe
So I’ll just say fare thee well
I ain’t sayin’ you treated me unkind
You coulda done better but I don’t mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don’t think twice, it’s all right”
Live as Christopher Antonio.
My happiness is shaped by my life's little journeys. I am a strong believer in true and honest love. Giving up is never an option. I come here to speak my mind.
I go to bed and wake up every morning thinking about the person who I once said I loved.
When will I get over this?!
Honestly
I am getting sick and tired of have dreams about you every night. Today just pushed it too far. Felt so real and I woke up thinking you were right next to me.
How do I stop dreaming?
Going back home to Bellingham.
An emotional relief. I don’t think I can go back there and stay for more than a weekend unless I have started my career in the medical field and I have bought a house near poulsbo or bainbridge.
Waiting for something that will never appear….
That fact that I always am missing and wanting to see you makes me imagine that I see you around places. I dont mean for that to sound crazy but I just miss a great friendship. Im at the park right now and I swore I saw you here sitting on a log by the water but I know that couldnt have been you.
Im a lost cause and im wrecked
“You don’t need my help anymore.
It’s all now to you, there ain’t no before. Now that you’re big enough to run your own show…”
This house and this town make me want to pick up smoking again.
So many good memories that bring of sad emotions and so many bad memories bringing up sadder emotions.
Stressed. Irritated. Annoyed.
I wish I had a motorcycle and a pack of spirits
Back at my parent’s home. I’m glad I took down those christmas pictures before I left last time. Was weird not to see them on the piano though.
Sleeping in my old bed. Dont really like it.
Feels extremely discomforting to be back home. Nice to see family again though
Feels good to be going to kitsap
Hate that I am going to be staying in this God forsaken town.
#Bremerton
